09 April 2007
the photo tat show how much disappointed ii am, but ii willing to smile after ii wrote this & after ii cry ): smile (:
today reach sch abt 7.15am.not bad luh still early den someone hahas!! come to sch was feeling so high lor! becos ii ytd was high so ii told seow wen ii will be more high today.=) yesh ii did high but when cum to english period ii wasn't high le, ,my mood went straight down becos ii was so disappointed with euu. someone flirt euu tat make me more heart pain! =( and somemore euu and someone let me see ur bad point and even make me more sad & disappointed luh.=( wad am ii thinking?!?! should ii hate euu or love euu? who can tell me? today chat wiith derrick iin msn. ii just online derrick ask me why am ii so sad today? just reply him wad happen =( sorrriie derrick today stare at euu aloads of tiime, ii was iin a bad mood hope euu dunn mind! iin msn derrick told me he dun miind wad happen today! thank bestiie ferr understand me(: still must congrat euu larhx. hahas! =P glad to see euu today! day by day hab past! my sour feeling iish cuming back! dunno wad hab happen to me! =P hope to see euu everyday happy. today was so niice b4 the recess. ii whack euu after derrick. sorriie ii really dun understand wad euu speaking. hope to love euu.ii wan break away from euu lah. at home was listening to my laptop's song. cried the whole afternoon. now feeling better. thank mangling ferr msgiing me & comforting me. today ii hab a new meii she iish anna from 1T9 =), abt 4plus ii hab a great tym chatting with mangling too. <3>[to my dearest korkor, yesh ii am helping euu dun wry jiiayou all the way.hahas] =)
dun matter how hurt ii am, ii willing to love you but oso
hate euu aloads..cry iin class today, was hidiing fom crying
becos dun want let mangling, derrick bestiie wry.
bestiie, ii am fine dun wry! ii am just lyk rain, after the raining
the sun still have to shine ! ii will stay happy after tmr
love euu & hate euu after all! (: smile, ii love my bestiie (:
:] @
4/09/2007 02:57:00 PM
